I recently decided to deactivate my facebook profile,
albeit temporarily, with the hope of spending more of my time in doing things I
consider constructive. To think that I have not written in a while has left me a
little less than useful, and in a way I have felt my sense of creativity dwindle.
Screaming “eurkeka!” has eluded me for such a long time that even a whisper
would have sufficed in my most downcast days. I want back the feeling.
Grad school begins in September, and there is a mixed
feeling of mild trepidation with excitement. I’m excited for the fact that I am
being blessed with another opportunity to try at something, and to continue
making strides in the progressive advancement of my personal development and
academic pursuits. I am excited for the fact that somehow since a long time, it
seems like the future is getting clearer for me; and that I am entering into my
true purpose of existence. I am thankful.
I remember telling my cousin in a recent conversation we had
that, for me, for now, it is all about leaving a legacy. I feel like this part
of school is providing me the platform to try, and maybe who knows even excel
greatly. However, as is common with treading paths unknown, there is always the
trepidation that creeps in from uncertainties. Yet, I am forever thankful for the
faith that disproves the ‘seemingly’ impossible.
