Thursday, October 22, 2009

She was gone!


Sitting alone in the stillness that envelopes this darkened room
I feel your hugs and touch, even from the distance
Soothing as it would when you were here
When we were bare,
skin to skin, bone to bone
The lonely nights when you were mine, and I your own

a distance flown, much feelings grown….
Its the end of another hard day
but here, still I lay,
Feigning for her touch
listening for her moan…
but really, in truth...
she was gone!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

hold on...keep moving...


How to hold steady through the times
even when you can’t see a clear picture of the end.
Sometimes life beats you up
and you just get weary to keep going on
sometimes the troubles hit you hard
and though you want to stand strong,
it pushes really hard that you stumble and fall
but all you really have to do
is to get up, dust off the dirt and walk
keep moving, keep going.

Sometimes the picture of the end isn’t too clear,
it’s hard to see the way,
because the streets have been fogged
and vision appears blurry and fuzzy
you don’t really have to be in a hurry
just take the steps one at a time, slow and steady
follow the compass of the one that guides from within
the one who never leads astray..
the one who works together all things
for the good of them that love him.


He leads aright even in fuzzy vision
gives the strength to rise when we fall
and the fortitude to push against the resistance


How to hold steady through the times
even when you can’t see a clear picture of the end
is to hold on steady to the one
who knows the beginning from the end

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Happy birthday!


These days roll by quite fast… I had my birthday on the 4th of October. Even though today is actually the 13th , it still feels like yesterday that I sat together with some of the world’s most amazing friends, cracking jokes, chilling, laughing and making precious moments that would etch deep within my memory… But the days have rolled quick. And since that beautiful Sunday, activities have shifted back to normal, with classes here and there; and the rigor of work that has kept everyone busy and separated… but regardless of the distance, in spite of the hassles of our NCU college life; these memories shared watching the Surrogates, sitting in front of Dominos with mouths stuffed full with pizza while laughing at jokes made on the bike man; will remain mine to keep, to revisit and to relive-- even if only for the pleasant smile I know it will always leave on my face…Thank you much guys!